Thursday, March 11, 2010

Anything but normal please...

Like finding a new concept, there are some profiles that help you remember why vanilla will never work for you. I enjoy it like I enjoy a crappy job, needed but not the only option.

Women are around. Some are even interested or lonely enough to settle. When normality is nothing but the width of a shadow away and you don't grab it. Your either a coward or know there's something better.

I have tasted it. It's worth the wait. I have a patient personality and an eye for potential.

Misspelling, Tone and Humor

After reading through some random online text on BDSM and silly things in general. I think it's important to say. I am in no way a professional Dom.

My views, stories, and opinions or that of the common man. So by god, expect miss spellings and horrible grammar on top segmented ideas. I'll except help in these areas, but I am not trying to teach English.

Hopefully I can keep my tone away from the heavy handed phrases like "BDSM is a lifestyle", or "what's the difference between a slave and a sub".

I think I'll add this bit to the description later.

As far as humor, I'll do my best but being funny is hard... You can't see me or hear me, we have little to no context. Leaves me with very little. I'll still do my best. It'll help us both remember to keep perspective.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

In my genes.

I remember considering fetish, type thoughts, when I was in junior high. It never felt really wrong, but it was clear it was something I was going to keep to myself.

Around 3 girl enjoyed telling me what to do. I fallowed one around like a puppy and enjoyed her smiles as I did what she asked.

In one class Melissa would sit down and I'd open her book to the correct page and hand her the a pen. I'd get here things and go where she pointed.

Next class I would sharpen Linda's pencil, put her homework in the cubby, and enjoy her comments about it being my “daily do's”. That always stands out clear in my mind. She was very clear she was in control.

I very much enjoyed these experiences.

My mind expended so much when I discovered 'BDSM'. The concept of Bondage was chocolate cake to my brain. D/S is my heaven.

It's not about pain or humiliation. The act themselves don't do much for me. It's the fact that you are doing them because I told you to. You are bound and collared because that's how I want you.

Rules are fun things. They act as a form of mental ropes. Without permission, it's not allowed. I just love it.

I have only played the role the Dom, man do I enjoy it. I have an interest in the other side, but I know at the end of the day I am the Dom.