I remember considering fetish, type thoughts, when I was in junior high. It never felt really wrong, but it was clear it was something I was going to keep to myself.
Around 3 girl enjoyed telling me what to do. I fallowed one around like a puppy and enjoyed her smiles as I did what she asked.
In one class Melissa would sit down and I'd open her book to the correct page and hand her the a pen. I'd get here things and go where she pointed.
Next class I would sharpen Linda's pencil, put her homework in the cubby, and enjoy her comments about it being my “daily do's”. That always stands out clear in my mind. She was very clear she was in control.
I very much enjoyed these experiences.
My mind expended so much when I discovered 'BDSM'. The concept of Bondage was chocolate cake to my brain. D/S is my heaven.
It's not about pain or humiliation. The act themselves don't do much for me. It's the fact that you are doing them because I told you to. You are bound and collared because that's how I want you.
Rules are fun things. They act as a form of mental ropes. Without permission, it's not allowed. I just love it.
I have only played the role the Dom, man do I enjoy it. I have an interest in the other side, but I know at the end of the day I am the Dom.
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